Obsession NIGHT

Saturday

oh gosh... its really been a long time... this is some lame shit... y am i blogging?

i miss MI and if i were to change anything... it would be to notice one person... haha... and like err... watch that person plan... plan for what? hmm... i'm not supposed to know... haha... :P

oh man... this is damn sian...

hmm... i like swings...

i miss tongtong...

shes so random...

ok...

this is getting boring...

ok maybe one last thing...

love of mine
someday you will die
but i'll be close behind
i'll follow you into the dark

Wednesday

the maldives

hello blog... like long time no see sia.. just came back from the maldives on tues morning at 6am.. wah... bloody tired sia... haha.. k..

left on thurs.. i think the flight was at 810pm or something... wah... i love taking planes... so many nice movies... hahah... watched them through the 4hr flight... so reached there at 810..910..1210?? so cool.. the airport is so cute la.. its those type that must walk down the stairs from the plane.. like can go hug the wheels... so cute... than got alot of koreans and japs on the plane... so cool... they all go hols tog.. with their brightly coloured luggages and big disneyland stickers... haha...

than we had to take a speed boat to the island resort... so cool... i like never taken a speed boat in the middle of the night... haha... but the fucking PRCs only give me headache... selfish asses... ok nvm... than when we reach there walked along this long wooden bridge/jetty to the next island.. i love that bridge la...

so went there to sleep than woke up and had breakfast... wah the sea so blue and so clear... like can see the bloody fishes swimming along the jetty... got shark somemore... so cool... the bloody fishes were so big... eh... as long as the long ruler?? than those long long fish look like rope one like one metre... so cool... than they not scared one... they just swim right pass you when you're snorkelling.. haha... so funny...

than there were these russian mafia girls... real one k?? they are so cool la... so tall.. so gorgeous... so sexy... they even book the whole bloody restaurant for their own private party... so cool... than their guys stay on the yacht while they stay on the island... so cool... i wanna be them too... haha... so while they had their party far out on the rest on the jetty... the bloody hotel had their staff party outside my room... wah... the indian music make my head shake until morning..

i think when i swim in the sea i can literally drown myself... i think some ppl know.. haha.. like when i went snorkelling withmy parents.. so bloody comical la... than when i laugh... the mask fills up with water from the bottom... than of course i start choking myself and drowning la... haha.. not funny k?? but like that i get alot of exercise so very good... must lose weight... drowning myself is my no.1 exercise... haha...

i can't rmb what else... took the speeb boat back to the airport in the middle of the night... its rough man... BUMP BUMP BUMP.. i tell you my backside ache after that... haha... than turbulence on the plance man... wanna puke... going KL tml.. than sepang.. haha... i love hols... don't you?? :D

Lost and found again

lost but not found.. this time.. is my freakin ezlink card.. dammit.. i'm so freakin sway la.. haha.. i think i'm stressed or something... or maybe i was just obsessing over my tom yam cup noodles this morning... hai.. want a description??

description
- its blue like any other ezlink card
- it has my name.. ELIZABETH CHEANG if you don't already know
- eh my ic no. not giving it here.. ha!
- a sec1 photo of the niangs.. oh shit.. some idiot is gonna see my ugly ass face if they peel it off.. oh.. i'm worried now...

i have this tendency to give wrong info these days... sorry guys.. if i say something wrong or weird.. that doesn't sound right.. just tell me and repeat what i said if you pls.. unless its a stupid joke.. than i think its meant to be misunderstood... or ununderstandable... haha... i can tell my mother LOOK AT THAT ORANGE SHIRT!! and i think it was yellow or green... i think i have freakin lost my mind... eh... i need an unstresser... don't tell me to rub my ears... find a solution!! now!!

Tuesday

LOST AND FOUND NOTICE

lost and not found is the chem pracbk of elizabeth cheang.. pls help her find her bk as she is very depressed and is penging on the floor.. she is sad to say she doesn't have a picture of the book but she was kind enough to give a description..

description
- it is yellow
- it has the word chemistry
- and the word practical
- and the word book
- it has a hand
- and the author's name is something like J K ROWLING

if anyone finds it pls return it to her and she will be very happy.. she has been generous enough to offer a reward of 1 drink from the sch canteen.. she says, "don't be an idiot and choose an expensive drink!!" thank you. and now she shall go sob and watch stairway to heaven.. every mon and tues at 10pm.. only on channel U.. :D

Sunday

just when i thought i hadn't changed

hello everybody... erm.. am i supposed to be talking to u all or the comp or myself?? ok nvm... just when i thought i didn't change.. ok means i did la... in very vast ways.. its unbelievable.. its hard to believe what i was before compared to now.. haha.. now i'm a fucking guai kia.. which is gd to a certain extent... but i still have my old ways.. muahaha...

oh friday was all about joking?? haha.. everybody telling jokes... some by cold and some by hottest.. haha.. now i understand why they are cold and hot.. when u listen to their jokes you will understand.. haha.. bet nobody knows what the hell i'm talking about.. haha.. nvm...

hmm.. what shall i say now.. i feel blogging is so two years ago.. haha.. but my hands and fingertips are still moving... hhaha... i think that was a cold joke.. pass anot delia?? haha...

i love shopping and i wanna shop more... gosh i'm talking about such trival things.. aaahh... no more water.. i'm thirsty and yet i need to pee... gosh i'm in a dilemma... should i pee or get water first?? haha...

i need to take new pics and update my photo albums.. they are like ancient?? haha.. but like no time leh.. thought of doing it after O's.. but thats our last day in sch.. stupid right?? ha

oh.. anybody who reads this.. what is tested for lit on mon??

woo.. thats what i love about blogs.. u can post questions and some gd soul will come along and answer.. haha.. that is if there are any gd souls to answer at all... haha..

gosh... i think i shall go pee... urgent man

Thursday

wasting my time

ok... i should see the smiles on esther's and delia's faces.. like i finally update right.. like so waste time la.. ok la.. the excuse is i didn't wanna study.. and dun feel like sleeping.. and dun feel like going sschool tml.. i still haven't study for mock know?? haha.. nvm...

whats been happening to me
- i wanna grow taller ( yes i will go to the extent of drinking banana milk)
- i wanna go shopping
- i want holiday
- been talking a lot of nonsense about peanuts and jellies and rapunzel??
- still the same person i think (still not very friendly is what i mean haha)
- been eating a lot of sweets
- been eating up 7eleven every morning
- still a very tired person
- i wanna sleep

Monday

have you ever felt so much pain... perhaps accumulated over the years... never shedding a tear for it even though you want to... straining away from friends just to figure out whats wrong in your life... running home in search of an answer... perhaps in dreams... only waking up from nightmares never wanting to fall asleep again...

have you ever wanted pure happiness so badly... that when you finally find some... you don't even realise it... and ponder over it when its over... maybe for a few weeks... a few months... dragging on that feeling just to feel contented... and finally it deteriorates... and you are back to square one...

have you ever felt so alone... that nobody wants to listen but be listened to... nobody really cares but wants to be cared for... so you just keep it all inside... like a timebomb... but never having the chance to do its duty... like spoilt matches...

maybe someday... someone from the past will come along and hand you a lighter... you cry and you weep... not knowing why... wanting to feel better... but still not being able to... and when you write it all down... maybe it would somehow make things easier...